ThE BeGiNnInG.....aLL AbOuT Me....

I'm going 18 this year on the 31 december....A long way to go...

I'm a very simple girl, who have a mother, a father,an elder married brother with two sonsand an elder sister.

Firstly, about my family. I do love my family soooo much...Who doesn't rite?

Well, ther's a lot of things that are lacking in my family...the consent, care, love....and whatever that is needed in a family. My mum don care much about me...what i di in school, my whereabouts and etc. Sometimes, when i went home late at nite, she doesn't even care...I think if i didn't come home also make no difference.WooW...WeeeW!!! Sometimes, i went home feeling tired and hungry, guess wat??my mum didn't cook anything for me to eat.....It's a pity....When i'm sick,i'm all alone....My parents just don care...

Let's talk about my dad...My dad is quite caring and funny at times...I know that he is the most valued person in my family. Although sometimes i feel that he's irritating and useless, i still know that he loves me lots...Why is tat??

There was once when i told him that i was hungry and thought of asking him to buy me some food, he said he don have money but then, he said..."nevermind, later i reach home, i cook for u..."isn't that shhhwwwiiitttt of him......Haiz....

But this hapen only at times, not all the time...There's still alotof conflicts in my family...I'm always out of cash....Guess wat??i'm not as lucky like u gerls out ther who are so pampered by parents....my monthly allowance is $100 and i got no daily money for food given from parents and i have to do my own shopping, pay hp bills....etc....I don tink i got the money to go shopping even...isn't it a pity...

Being in this kind of life has actually made me more independent. I always rely on myself and not much dependent to others.Enough of this...

Let me share my love life...I've been with my hubby since 22 july 2005...so it's like 2 years now....I got to know my hubby from my sister...My sister used to be together wif his uncle but they broke up...it's a pity....So, after getting to know him, we fell in love....Actually, it was love in first sight...i was with someone else at that time and he was also with omeone else...So it's like actually, we both are being unloyal to our partners...However, it wasn't a dissapointment because we stayed together quite long and i'll always stay loyal to him....We love each other so much and never wanna be separated yap...

i love him soooo much no matter wat......

This is US!!!!!

Love us.......