yesterday....had a fought with hubby....~20 august 2007~

I meet hubby at about 4.00pm...Rebecca release us early since it's the last lesson and she bought everyone waffles...there was chocolate and blueberry...i ate half of it and leave the other half for hubby.....Hubby came rite straight after skul and came to see me at osc...love him for coming down here...Thanx hubby...i appreciate it.... We went home, took the train....i was rushing off back home cause i was having redlight district....haha..lol....(u no wat i mean)....

Anw, baq to here....we were talking about this name that we juz made for us...."SPONGEEMIE" and "SPONGEEIZZY"...i sudden ly felt so like i don like the name "MIE" because it sounded like one of the bitches name found in my list of BITCHES....it sounded so similar so i said to him that i don think it's a nice name....and he asked y??i said it sounded like a bitch name...and he said orh......so i was like wondering....does he know who i was refering to??and he actually know...i force him to say who...and finally he said...."IZA".....i was like so dissappointed...anw, that after noon before meeting him, i went to view this bitch profile....got to know that her name is NUR HAMIZAHWATI.....i hate her soooooo much....she's a bitch.......u noe...this bitch tried to take away my hubby away from me..this incident like happened about last 5 months..SHe was the third party...i hate her...and whatever it is, i still can't forget that black incident....i hate her!!!!bitch!!!!

And yarh...anw(got to carried away by that BITCH...haha..)I was so dissapointed because he still remember that bitch name...i hate her....i hate him....i thought she knew her name only "IZA" but actually he knows the full name....how can i not be so disapointed....i was crying, sitting by the side of the window panel in the train while hugging my bag....who doesn't feel like crying after getting to know that ur guy actually remember his admirer's name...who wouldn't feel down, sad, angry and stuff....

I feel so down till night...i thought i wud just forget it....when we reach lakeside, we walked to my place, i got change and everything and met him under my block...so, we talk as per normal since i don want ot brag about that stupid matter....we watch this movie for a while...don noe lah wat korean show..it was boring...we ate nasi lemak that i bought from home since my huby was hungry...pitied him....

next, we got thirsty so we wwnt to buy some drinks and all of a sudden, i can't quite remember ut we suddenly had a quarel.....about this blog....firstly, i had this blog long ago..i created for myself and my hubby where when we are angry or sad or whatever, this blog will be like where we can express our feelings and stuff....but then, everything changes...i said that now, i did this blog because of my friends....u guys told me to start doin this blog and hep me out in this blog and stuff...so...i guess...tats true enough since hubby did not use this blog as what i've said...he didn't put any effort to even know my password or how are we suppose to do the blog or our post and stuff...he doesn't even care....

SO ain't i truthful enough....??

So, he got mad...saying, i'm always able to do wat i want and he not getting wat he wants....

Well, to a certain extent, i do agree to him but....i'm a girl....and he'sa guy....we're totally different......

We kept on fighting and fighting till nite...i asked for a break up since he thinks tat i'm soooo bad...he kept on complaining about my attitude and stuff...i give upp.....i walked away form him but he followed me and pull me back to settle this problem...i still don want too.....we den walk away from each other...guess wat he did??He stand at the middle of the road!!!i'm like wat????!!!no way i'm letting u go...i shouted to him, if u love me u better come baq to me or i really will break up with u.....

i'm like, oh my gosh!!!arh!!!thank god he walk towards the path way. tat was safe...we still are angry at each other..we still stood away from each other..untill, he switch on his phone and turn on a malay song called "Apa artinya cinta..." again and again....i was like wat??!!!we were fighting and suddenly like a very romantic and emotional moment...it'slike in the movies when a guy and a gerl sitting side my side silently and there's a backgroung music....haha...i was like so blank lah!!!haha...this song is like so the emotional..one day i free i'l translate it to english...

Back to the story, he sang that song and i kept on cryig and crying....he suddenly came to my side and hug me...i felt terible having tis argument with him...i hug him and apologised to him...same he also did....so...we were ok back...help him wash his face as he was crying soo badly...

Told him to go back home...and so....that's how it ended.....






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