BaBy iZzY LoVeS PaTaNiC: September 2007

BoRed to death........

IIIIII""""""MMMMMMM BBBBOOOORRRREEEDDDDDDD!!!!!!!

Feeling bored each and everyday..But atleast this new classmates of mine are not boring...some likes to make jokes...some are just so hardworking...and some are toooooo hardworking like being in a one man show....Well....nothing much to tak about them coz...its still the beginning rite??

Well, today is friday and definitely i'm so happy cos finally 2moro i'll be able to stay home for the whole day..well supposenly, i should be working...no idea y ibu alizah(huby's mum) says i not working but huby is working...12 to 6pm...too bad then coz i will ot be able to mit my beloved hubby....Oh....i miss him so much...been waiting for his call like from 9??well, just 1 hour plus yet i'm missing him...I don noe yarh but i just got tis feeling like although we can't call each other anymore, he still seems to be so happy with his friend like forgetting me everytime he's in school....Is tis like actually an opportunity for him to get his freedom???is it making him feeling happy all the time without me by his side???Is he still loving me like the way i'm sooo crazy over him???This are just stuffyzzz that won't be answered......

watsoever, will ahve to help mum tomorrow then since i'll be at home...need to make lots and lots of kuih....

Having too much to think rite now, after school today, there will be dk...n i hope everything will be able to goes smoothly....well, i dunno if i can sing or i the mood to sing today....fasting month rite???throat very the dry one....haha.....anw, still thinking bout y hp billssss......since i paid $30 the other day, i still left with like $120++....wel, no use cos, i will still be $150 back because it will be increasing soon for this month..haiya....wen can i finally get baqq my line so that i will be able to cal my hubby and not missing him this badly or getting worried that he would totally forgetting me....(well anw, rite now, i think hubby is at changi de factory or sumthing where those aerospace engineers work......???confirm he so de happy...that is his ever dream now that he wud want...) Well, cant wait to let today end....i hope tonite hubby want to mit me.....i mis him....definitely i'm gonna ask him to come over to my place de....wateva it is...Loving him till death....

3rd day of skul.....

Another day of boring stuffyz....however, team was great...and fun i guess???well, wateva it is, here is wat i wanna share.....

I miss my hubby so much....caled him just now morning when i reached woodlands mrt......while he was in the bus otw to j.e interchange..Wel, i put 20cents so its like 4 mins..hais....we used to talk for hours and now???4 mins???wat the ****......haiz....wat to do....life have to go on.....i have to do on and on and o for a few more days to then cann i get my line baqq......well, only been ike 3 -4 days and i can't take it no more...Now is 10.50 a.m. and hubby haven even got the phone to call me...told him to find a payphone wen he reaches boon keng...well, he diden.....guess so....cos he is suppose to be reaching skul like at 9++am.....

well, wateva it is, i'm stil missing him so much....since yesterday, the moment we were separated at the bus stop...yesterday night, we met at abt 8 n went to my bro's place and hang arnd there.....he was suppose to follow his fams to parkway parade but he diden want to because he do not want me to feel dissapointed....well, yarh....thanx for doing that for me....i'll love u more for that ok????

So, we went out of my bro's house at abt 9.15pm???? we went to find a payphone so that he cann kol his dad and ask wher he is now....so, he called and his dad just fetch his uncle from work and fetching his aunt at west mall....so, he then diden want t go home first and so he went to westmall jut because he don want to be at home alone....haiyo.....so before that we got the time....so we went kfc for a while bt then it's closing...and so, it's alredy 10pm....so we just sat near the streets...hang out for a while and then he left taking the bus to west mall.....while i waited for my mum who have ask me to deposit her money to her ank for her....and so, we went home.....

feeling so tired and slept at 12.....woke up to eat at 4am,smoke and brush teeth and wash face and started the fasting....and so i lept baqq till tis morning at 7am....

so that's wat hapen.... i'm still missing hubby lots.....i guess, i'll have to go woodlands later to kol him.....haiz.....n yarh,i forgot...i'm not meeting him tonite....guess he can't go out because he had been going baqq late for the last few days.....hemmm.....tell him WATEVA!!!!!
cozz i miss himm sooo muchh.....

New beginning sux...

yesterday was the first day of semester 2 with new faces..well, the class was fine...i don mind too much cos gotten use having friends with strangers..watsoever, straight to the point,,,,,,,,,,,

My hp long ago was alredy cut off....n yesterday, i diden get a chance to talk to hubby using my hp cos, his hp got cut off too....WTF..i'm so fuckingly sad n stress over this stupid FUCkiNG matter....now,it's over...how m i suppose to contact huby??how???

U noe wat??i borrowed like $50 from my mum so that i cud pay my bill so tat the line can be operated back...i paid $30 for mine and suppose to be a surprise by paying $20 for hubby's line..but guesssss lah??? the operator said i should pay like another $80 plus so as to get that line back...like wat soever!!!!!!i'm so regretting it borrowing money from my mum...n wher the fuck am i suppose to dig out that money...WORK!!!WORK!!!!AND WORK!!!!!

So, if u guys want to noe y i leave home early for DK yesterday was because i don have the money to buy food to break fast!!!if even i have money, i wudn't want to waste the fucking money just on food!!!i wud rather use it for some other important stuffy!!!!

NOw, in class, i got nothing to do cos i'm so fucked up!!!i can't kol hubby...n i nd money to pay for my bills.......n how m i suppose to survive without a phone??????hubby's my responsibilities!!!!

If wanting to wait for my pay, i only got $200+....
minus my transportation of at least $65.....minus my hp bill like $150 including the money i owe my mum!!!!like watsoever lah!!!!So????wher goes my shopping for hari raya stuffyyZZZZ?????
i'm not living life as easy as u guys think but my parents aren't like urs who wud give u guys the money for this,for that and for everything....wat more can i do????having my dad getting pay like as much as $3000+ n still can't help me out when her own daughter is having financial crisis!!!!!!!

ANyone able to help me????

WELL, i know no one will.......

Watsoever.....i'm still living my life with full of stressing arnd and arnd and arnd................

ALL tat has happen for this few days.....

3 weeks of holiday was not awesome at all......
ok....firstly....there was work....there was chalet wif my dk crew....there was bbq wif my ite balestier crew.....there was dk trainings......
so...tat was how i spent my 3 week short holiday.....
well....here's all that i can show...