New beginning sux...

yesterday was the first day of semester 2 with new faces..well, the class was fine...i don mind too much cos gotten use having friends with strangers..watsoever, straight to the point,,,,,,,,,,,

My hp long ago was alredy cut off....n yesterday, i diden get a chance to talk to hubby using my hp cos, his hp got cut off too....WTF..i'm so fuckingly sad n stress over this stupid FUCkiNG matter....now,it's over...how m i suppose to contact huby??how???

U noe wat??i borrowed like $50 from my mum so that i cud pay my bill so tat the line can be operated back...i paid $30 for mine and suppose to be a surprise by paying $20 for hubby's line..but guesssss lah??? the operator said i should pay like another $80 plus so as to get that line back...like wat soever!!!!!!i'm so regretting it borrowing money from my mum...n wher the fuck am i suppose to dig out that money...WORK!!!WORK!!!!AND WORK!!!!!

So, if u guys want to noe y i leave home early for DK yesterday was because i don have the money to buy food to break fast!!!if even i have money, i wudn't want to waste the fucking money just on food!!!i wud rather use it for some other important stuffy!!!!

NOw, in class, i got nothing to do cos i'm so fucked up!!!i can't kol hubby...n i nd money to pay for my bills.......n how m i suppose to survive without a phone??????hubby's my responsibilities!!!!

If wanting to wait for my pay, i only got $200+....
minus my transportation of at least $65.....minus my hp bill like $150 including the money i owe my mum!!!!like watsoever lah!!!!So????wher goes my shopping for hari raya stuffyyZZZZ?????
i'm not living life as easy as u guys think but my parents aren't like urs who wud give u guys the money for this,for that and for everything....wat more can i do????having my dad getting pay like as much as $3000+ n still can't help me out when her own daughter is having financial crisis!!!!!!!

ANyone able to help me????

WELL, i know no one will.......

Watsoever.....i'm still living my life with full of stressing arnd and arnd and arnd................