~22 AuGuSt 2007~

It's my 2 years 1 month anniversary with my huby....

Hapy anniversary darling.....!!

But i'm sorry i diden get to spend the time with u today because i got dikir training....i'm so sorry dear....But in future, i'll take a day off to cover it up ye darling......

yesterday....had a fought with hubby....~20 august 2007~

I meet hubby at about 4.00pm...Rebecca release us early since it's the last lesson and she bought everyone waffles...there was chocolate and blueberry...i ate half of it and leave the other half for hubby.....Hubby came rite straight after skul and came to see me at osc...love him for coming down here...Thanx hubby...i appreciate it.... We went home, took the train....i was rushing off back home cause i was having redlight district....haha..lol....(u no wat i mean)....

Anw, baq to here....we were talking about this name that we juz made for us...."SPONGEEMIE" and "SPONGEEIZZY"...i sudden ly felt so like i don like the name "MIE" because it sounded like one of the bitches name found in my list of BITCHES....it sounded so similar so i said to him that i don think it's a nice name....and he asked y??i said it sounded like a bitch name...and he said orh......so i was like wondering....does he know who i was refering to??and he actually know...i force him to say who...and finally he said...."IZA".....i was like so dissappointed...anw, that after noon before meeting him, i went to view this bitch profile....got to know that her name is NUR HAMIZAHWATI.....i hate her soooooo much....she's a bitch.......u noe...this bitch tried to take away my hubby away from me..this incident like happened about last 5 months..SHe was the third party...i hate her...and whatever it is, i still can't forget that black incident....i hate her!!!!bitch!!!!

And yarh...anw(got to carried away by that BITCH...haha..)I was so dissapointed because he still remember that bitch name...i hate her....i hate him....i thought she knew her name only "IZA" but actually he knows the full name....how can i not be so disapointed....i was crying, sitting by the side of the window panel in the train while hugging my bag....who doesn't feel like crying after getting to know that ur guy actually remember his admirer's name...who wouldn't feel down, sad, angry and stuff....

I feel so down till night...i thought i wud just forget it....when we reach lakeside, we walked to my place, i got change and everything and met him under my block...so, we talk as per normal since i don want ot brag about that stupid matter....we watch this movie for a while...don noe lah wat korean show..it was boring...we ate nasi lemak that i bought from home since my huby was hungry...pitied him....

next, we got thirsty so we wwnt to buy some drinks and all of a sudden, i can't quite remember ut we suddenly had a quarel.....about this blog....firstly, i had this blog long ago..i created for myself and my hubby where when we are angry or sad or whatever, this blog will be like where we can express our feelings and stuff....but then, everything changes...i said that now, i did this blog because of my friends....u guys told me to start doin this blog and hep me out in this blog and stuff...so...i guess...tats true enough since hubby did not use this blog as what i've said...he didn't put any effort to even know my password or how are we suppose to do the blog or our post and stuff...he doesn't even care....

SO ain't i truthful enough....??

So, he got mad...saying, i'm always able to do wat i want and he not getting wat he wants....

Well, to a certain extent, i do agree to him but....i'm a girl....and he'sa guy....we're totally different......

We kept on fighting and fighting till nite...i asked for a break up since he thinks tat i'm soooo bad...he kept on complaining about my attitude and stuff...i give upp.....i walked away form him but he followed me and pull me back to settle this problem...i still don want too.....we den walk away from each other...guess wat he did??He stand at the middle of the road!!!i'm like wat????!!!no way i'm letting u go...i shouted to him, if u love me u better come baq to me or i really will break up with u.....

i'm like, oh my gosh!!!arh!!!thank god he walk towards the path way. tat was safe...we still are angry at each other..we still stood away from each other..untill, he switch on his phone and turn on a malay song called "Apa artinya cinta..." again and again....i was like wat??!!!we were fighting and suddenly like a very romantic and emotional moment...it'slike in the movies when a guy and a gerl sitting side my side silently and there's a backgroung music....haha...i was like so blank lah!!!haha...this song is like so the emotional..one day i free i'l translate it to english...

Back to the story, he sang that song and i kept on cryig and crying....he suddenly came to my side and hug me...i felt terible having tis argument with him...i hug him and apologised to him...same he also did....so...we were ok back...help him wash his face as he was crying soo badly...

Told him to go back home...and so....that's how it ended.....






Bored by the life.......

me and my hubby when to amk hub....

It wasn't as great as ever before me and my hubby meet up...i was so dressed up to go somewhere fun, exciting, happening or wat so ever...lol....it's sunday...come on....! but my hubby was so boring....he asked me out to amk hub...i'm like???huh???

Boring.....SO.....i had to...no other place to o since hubby don want to go town...

So....we reached amk at about 3.30pm.....it was raining heavily den....the shopping mall was like...boring....i'm like dying to go window shopping at topshop...but ended up goin amk to some boring shops....haha....so...we walk arnd at see wats there interesting....saw some nice good food shops....the icecream...the yoghurt kind of ice cream...wow wee....delicious..to bad...i'm in a budget....saw one interesting shop selling nice sport shoes...i mean like "soccer"....hmm....guys stuff....but the shop only se limited edition ones so...tats y....well, it's affordable...if i've got the cash, i'll buy hubby one....(like if i want to waste money on him...i would rather go shopping..haha)

And so...it gos on...we went to the bottom floor...saw ots and lots of food stalls...Ther's the "gogo" shop...we bought spaghetti at $3.80...it's like so cheap and halal lah....it's like so delicious with hotdogs...and we can even choose wat flavour o hotdog we want....hmmm.....delicious...well next...we went to buy this "1A" puff?? it's halal...never knew about that..well, we bought chilli crab puff and chocolate puff at a total of $3.40...we went to eat near a staircase ther cause ther's like no other place to seat since it wass raining....and trust me guys...the food is ike sooooooo damn nice lah..delicious....!!!especially the chocolate puff..it's like curry puff but inside is chocolate...trust me....u guys wud want to give it a TRY....

So next...no wher else to go..we went home...took the train..we were so bored and started playing hubby's psp...we played this us pool and uk pool...yarh something like tat...and guess wat....??haha...i beated him...he lost!!!haha...(but actually no lah...he won many times than i do...but still i did win once or twice..haha...)

So.....we reach lakeside at about 6.30pm....we bought tis rice ball at mr bean..wow...it was delicious too...we sat near my bk and eat together....after eating, i was so touch by huby....he sang this song, called "apa artinya cinta" which means "what is the meaning of love"....he sang it so emotionally that i felt so great listening and making me falling in loooovvvveee with him again..haha....wellll, love him for that.....

Then, we went home...hugs and kisses to hubby...and off we go.....

Took at AMK mrt station....

While waiting for the train....we sAw like our bus...well, not really our us but the number that represent us.....haha...long story about the number....to shorten it, it's the date/number that we stead.....So....this is it.....

It's 22....

Oh yarh....b4 ending today.....i was having hiccup the whole day and hubby kept on picking on me...haha.....huby noty!!!he said that ther's this thing wen we are having hiccup, someone will have to make u feel shock, surprise so that it will stop the hiccup...so hubby kept on shocking me....he said ther was a cockroach but ended up saying a fan....haha...he said "u, ade kipas...." but it's suppose to be "lipas".....like haha.......whatever it is....i love him...i love hubby....haha....wil keep on trying to stop this hiccup...still having it now although its 10.44p now.....wel....see ya.....

lots of hugs and kisses....mwah(x22)!!!!

NItes now.......

ThE BeGiNnInG.....aLL AbOuT Me....

I'm going 18 this year on the 31 december....A long way to go...

I'm a very simple girl, who have a mother, a father,an elder married brother with two sonsand an elder sister.

Firstly, about my family. I do love my family soooo much...Who doesn't rite?

Well, ther's a lot of things that are lacking in my family...the consent, care, love....and whatever that is needed in a family. My mum don care much about me...what i di in school, my whereabouts and etc. Sometimes, when i went home late at nite, she doesn't even care...I think if i didn't come home also make no difference.WooW...WeeeW!!! Sometimes, i went home feeling tired and hungry, guess wat??my mum didn't cook anything for me to eat.....It's a pity....When i'm sick,i'm all alone....My parents just don care...

Let's talk about my dad...My dad is quite caring and funny at times...I know that he is the most valued person in my family. Although sometimes i feel that he's irritating and useless, i still know that he loves me lots...Why is tat??

There was once when i told him that i was hungry and thought of asking him to buy me some food, he said he don have money but then, he said..."nevermind, later i reach home, i cook for u..."isn't that shhhwwwiiitttt of him......Haiz....

But this hapen only at times, not all the time...There's still alotof conflicts in my family...I'm always out of cash....Guess wat??i'm not as lucky like u gerls out ther who are so pampered by parents....my monthly allowance is $100 and i got no daily money for food given from parents and i have to do my own shopping, pay hp bills....etc....I don tink i got the money to go shopping even...isn't it a pity...

Being in this kind of life has actually made me more independent. I always rely on myself and not much dependent to others.Enough of this...

Let me share my love life...I've been with my hubby since 22 july 2005...so it's like 2 years now....I got to know my hubby from my sister...My sister used to be together wif his uncle but they broke up...it's a pity....So, after getting to know him, we fell in love....Actually, it was love in first sight...i was with someone else at that time and he was also with omeone else...So it's like actually, we both are being unloyal to our partners...However, it wasn't a dissapointment because we stayed together quite long and i'll always stay loyal to him....We love each other so much and never wanna be separated yap...

i love him soooo much no matter wat......

This is US!!!!!

Love us.......

In ThE oLd DaYs....

You are like my mirror

Where it reflects my appearance

You are like my studies

Where it brings me to my future

You are the lights in my eyes

You are the sun in my life

Where it shines everytime

When I'm happy

You are like the clouds in the sky

Which rain when time comes

Which thunder may storm

As when everything stops,

You shine with your beautiful colours of a rainbow

The night is always cold but warm

You are like the blanket I need when night falls

but if light start shining through my window,

I forgot....

Forgot...........

To give you my good night wishes....

Good good night

Sleep tight tight

Sweet sweet dreams

Don't sleep late dear.....

Cause tomorrow is a new day

I love you so much

I miss you so much

MUACKS!MUACKS!MUACKS!MWAH!

MWAH!MWAH!MWAH!MWAH!MWAH!

Done On September 2005....

For my beloved hubby....