*I'M SICK OK??*

I'm sick....it's been for a few days already...voice sux to the max...can't sing and all....i was wondering ,with whispers in my ears....m i just a total failure??or m i just not in this line???dissapointed....and sadness...who doesn't???imagine you wanting to go on striving and reaching for your goals when there's just something that stops you from going and there's nothing much you can do about it...It's really sad ah..Come on...i've been eyeing for this dream like???FOREVER??
if it's just that i don have the talent, then ok lah...maybe i REALLY a total failure????sad ah...seriously....shud i just go for something else???find a new hobby???like nothing better to do...do something that people would actually give me one more chance in reserving my dream...my ambition....my everything.....hemm...how???how to when i'm just a beginner right???i'm still new and i still need the experience...one day i'm off and i just lost the opportunity....seriously....i feel like crying...it's like i haven't got that far yet...like why now???give me a chance to reach somewhere high and then fine, i'll leave if you want me too...oh yarh..i forgot...i'm just nothing...there's nothing special about me cos i'm just a normal typical girl who goes yaya over things that they shouldn't, rite??? If u understand it then, be in my shoes....you'll totally feel sad, sad, sad, sad, sad and totally 100% sad....it's just that i'm not ready...i'm not satisfied with my strengths cos there many weaknesses that i should take note of...i really hope that there's a light at the end of the tunnel cos i really need it now cos i just have the passion for it...seriously, it's sad to see your dream being flush down the toilet bowl u see...
I really hope that what i'm facing rite now is nothing cos there's a biger opportunity awaits me.....

Ended blogging at 9:16pm, 9 may 2008